Showing posts with label 2 Timothy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2 Timothy. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Restraint

Link: Core Values
Focus: Holy Scripture (5/7)
Day: 05/95
Pathway summary: Study of the Word of God with expectation of Holy Spirit inspired revelation.
Justification: (Deuteronomy 6:6-9; Psalm 119; John 16:7-15; 2 Timothy 3:16-17)
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Setup:
Continuing the Bible study on Love.  I am reminded that one of the most powerful aspects to Love is staying power, perseverance, and the priceless gift known as restraint.
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Prep:
Today's love-theme is restraint.  Or re-strained, to be tested again and again and not falter.
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Execution:
I started off with prayer; I am again mining 1 Corinthians 13:11 - it really is full of huge aspects of Love and provides answers to most of the questions I have personally experienced or seen/read about Love.

And, much like so many things, God is teaching me about this aspect of Love through His touch and things I'm already doing. This journal is an example, for me, of doing something in spite of obligations, weariness, or anything else - to continue pushing to see it through and existent.
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Day 5 Conclusions / Thoughts

Resilience, perseverance, patience - these aspects of Love are so fundamentally true and associated with the recognition of Love that we may sometimes identify how mature, or how much a Christian, a person is by how much they show Love to others when nobody is looking.

The word "restrain" puts me in the way of thinking of myself (and everyone else) as a cup of tea. The purpose of straining, straining again, and continuing to strain each of us is, like so many other things, intended to Give God the glory.  To strain tea, then again, and again, then again .... and suddenly you weren't paying attention to the lesson but you wind up leaving behind something precious and starting up again. But you are still encouraged by Christ to learn the lesson again.

Phonetically it reminds me of humility - the word "re - str - aint" can be rearranged to "re - aint - str" - which looks like "we ain't strong". Which is again, like God, to take stuff we know for granted and either teach us a new lesson with the existing materials or surprise us with opportunities to display how we've grown.  Life, then, is a complicated repeat of the same one, two, or dozen lessons that we each need to master. And, in the same way we cannot beat the odds by ourselves, we need another to even sit at the table.

Another interesting breakdown of the word is to break it on syllabification - between rest and rain. It is a reminder that "it can't rain all the time" and that being mindful of the need to rest and handle suffering/difficulty is a reminder that even God needed a chance to unwind / be away from the throngs that simply wanted to hear his voice, to touch his cloak.

Ultimately, restraint's purpose is not inconvenience - it's a reminder of our need for humility a huge hint as to how we can draw the attention of Love and not lose it.  Such an acting evidence of Love will change those involved - and draw others to Christ.

Tuesday, July 5, 2016

Seeking

Link: Core Values
Focus: Holy Scripture (1/7)
Day: 01/95
Pathway summary: Study of the Word of God with expectation of Holy Spirit inspired revelation.
Justification: (Deuteronomy 6:6-9; Psalm 119; John 16:7-15; 2 Timothy 3:16-17)
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Setup:
Considering the topic, it would seem to be prudent to have a bible study curriculum of some kind; starting off I have none.  As my ultimate goal is to be a better Christian (and with the immediate application of being a better husband, a better father, a better son, etc.), I elect to learn what the Bible says about love.  I suspect I have glossed over much of what the bible says ... so I shall review it, pray on it, and (as stated above) expect the Holy Spirit to reveal something.
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Prep:
A quick web search on Bible studies on love reveals that more people have written more on this one subject than I anticipated.  Not surprising - as love is earnestly hard to master.  We are counseled to love God with all of ourselves. And we are told that Jesus IS love.  It thus, must be worth the study.
I'm also sticking with 1 Corinthians 13 - unless I feel guided to meander.  Cause I'm tryin' to grow - I earnestly want to be open to what the Holy Spirit has for me
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Execution:
I began by praying, asking for revelation, clarity, focus.  I recorded my thoughts, notes, and conclusions in a separate paper notebook. Today's Bible study revealed some things about 1 Corinthians 13. In particular, the first three versus focus on motive.
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Day 1 Conclusions / Thoughts
I know I personally tend to spend most of my time/energy doing the following: talking/singing/making music, knowing/thinking/praying, sacrificing/donating. In essence, no matter what you're doing, if your fundamental motives are not based on love, you will not last, nor will your works matter, nor will your voice/value endure. Our culture values all of these things - we have shows centered around how pretty someone sounds. how smart they appear, how reliable they are, how able they are to foretell (using mysticism or mathematics), how generous someone is - etc.

Ironically, we all know that anyone who isn't motivated by love is functionally doing for the wrong reason; however, it is easy to forget that in the moment ... especially if you're the one acting.  How easy it is to be engaged in an activity that seems to be helpful but ... we're motivated by wanting to be elsewhere, or attracted to someone (physically or emotionally or otherwise), or waiting our turn to talk (instead of just listening), or donating goods and clothes for the tax write-off or simply for de-cluttering.

I suspect it is easy to over-apply this lesson ... and I recall I am notorious for taking an initial, fundamental realization/revelation and applying it WAY too generously. So I will leave for now - save for one earnest acknowledgement. It is so great that God still wants to talk to me. I ... don't *feel* closer just yet ... but I fully acknowledge that the revelations from today's study were from Him.  So, so grateful that He still wants to talk to me. <3